<body> ALL ARE JUST SIMPLE WORDS, but its so hard to express. ii love euu.`
theGIRL.

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danmelforeverr`
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theWISHES.

#o1.foreverr wibb HIM.
#o2.seven A1s.
#o3.quarrel lesser.
#o4.more money.
#o5.more clothes.
#o6.FREEDOMM.

theLOVES.

#o1.<33 DANNYlim.
#o2.<33 baby piggiie.
#o3.<33 my frenns.
#o4.<33 W700i.
#o5.<33 sleepingg.

theEXITS.
marlene`
beiling`
mingxuann`
yeetinqq`
nicholas`
shauna`
shimin`
norlyn`
jin long`
sam lee`
leslie`
zacson`
pawan`
ames`
nigel`
junshen`
hoyin`
emily`
olivia`
chenyann`
edmundchan`
jaslin`
sheryl`
sijie`
celesta`
carissa`
shuhui`
sinren`
jingwenns`
yiluan`
carmen`
lim ying`
xavier`
edwin`
kaixun`
germain`
xiangjun`
yingjun`
ruth`
hongleng`

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    Friday, September 29, 2006


    hmmms. ^^
    todayy paper ones.
    eeyyerrs.
    chinese ii dunnch know how tuh write.
    =//
    lik nt muchh tink tuh write derrs.
    dear still say easy lo.
    blehhs.
    englishh more easier worrs.
    xD xD
    dear mum at least good lahhs.
    ask himm how today papers.
    myy mum was like..
    HARH ? today euu exam liiaos ahhs ?
    =.= diiaos.
    getalifelahhs !

    peii dear walk tuh interchange.
    lubbs tickling dear.
    xD xD
    *heexx*
    mii bully him norhhs.
    hahas.
    after tad go bishan find maii mum.
    thot gt good lunch eat siias.
    den she say go eat mac.
    diiaos. ^^
    den go body shop.
    ii buy perfume.
    maii mum got voucher.
    the perfume very nice smell.
    : D
    den ii go around keep testingg others de.
    den got one choc perfume.
    waaaas !
    rrly got choc de smell.
    soo strong.
    yucks.
    ii bathe le still gt tad smell.
    eeyyyerrs.
    latta dear dunnch wann smell mii le.
    hahas.

    dear nebba reply maii msg.
    tink he now b zhuzhu bahhs.
    slpingg.
    hahas.
    thad zhuzhu soo CUTE worrs. : D

    ` danmelforverrr. : D
    ` lubbs laogong 184.
    ` hearttx EUU. hearttx euu. HEARTTX euu.

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Wednesday, September 27, 2006


    ii reached home EARLY todayy.
    stop uurr NAGGING lahhs !
    very irritatingg.
    iimm useless.
    ii know tad __
    no need tuh add it on.
    attitude`d __
    ii hate EUU. `
    hate euu hate euu hate euu __
    euu dunnch care.
    neither do ii.
    haiis __

    habing bad mood todayy.
    freakingg MUM.
    tolerate __
    haiis.
    skool was as bad.
    fuck off cher __

    HIMM __
    okayys.
    STUDY.
    ii will let euu study derrs.
    iim the selfishh one.
    sorriie.
    ii love euu __
    its okayy.
    haiis.
    but ii dunnch wann to c euu sad sad.
    cheer up k ? : D
    worried __
    ii wont keep disturbingg euu derrs.
    three weeks. `
    can survive de norhhs.

    ii stared at maii fone..
    wishhingg thad euu will sms mii __

    wishh..
    danmelforverr. `
    hearttx dan.
    muarkks.

    wishh..
    for
    uurr CARE __
    uurr LOVE __
    MOORE __
    xD xD

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Monday, September 25, 2006


    tis fri paper ones le. : (
    tinkingg of EOYs made mii feel soo bored.
    nt enough tuh study bahhs.
    iim soo lazyy. *heexx*
    peii dear walk to interchange todayy.
    soo warm de weather.
    den we were sweatingg lik mad.
    dear de shirt soo wet. : X
    no huggs today. sobs.
    ii miss euu soo muchh.
    blehhs.
    boringg dayy.
    but todayy nebba sleep in class at all.
    hahas.
    n today ii eat more duringg breakfast ! xD
    got ting dear de hua.
    mii guai de worrs.
    xD xD xD
    reached home bout 3 plus.
    do maths.
    practice !
    den went tuh orh orh.
    eat dinner.
    study again.
    myy life iish currently full of books.
    sickk of it liiaos.
    hahas.

    - lubbs laogong.
    - ` __ aii baby dandan. : D

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Saturday, September 23, 2006


    home`d .
    ii feel soo bored.
    went to bishan library todayy.
    cant stand the hse.
    soo freakingg noisyy.
    wibb myy lil bro.
    -cries-
    -mum's shouts-
    feel lik juz bangingg the door.
    mum came along too.
    soo we went popular first.
    ii bought pens. : D
    mum bought 'O' levels chi worksheets.
    for mii !
    siao.
    wann mii do.
    lazy piggie.
    : X
    studied till 6.
    borrowed books.
    went home.
    myy boringg life.
    it's onlyy interestingg wibb himm around.
    where's him ? xD
    hahas.
    ii miss himm loads.
    tomoro hab tuition.
    haben complated myy maths yet.
    dunnch know how to do le.
    but ii hab achieve sum tink.
    at least ii knew how to do sum.
    : S

    ` - aiisiinii.
    ` - yiibeiizii.
    `- weiiyiidenii.

    ` - danmelforeverr.

    ` __ STUDY ! : D

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Friday, September 22, 2006


    wheets ~ ii finish decoratingg myy blogg. hahas.
    phews. take quite long time.
    cos very ma fan derrs.
    now c comp lik blur blur derrs. o.O
    blurr diiaos.
    change bloggskinns.
    sho pinkiish. xD
    but ii lubb the picts.


    myy bro soo noisy.
    need let himm use.
    gahhs ~ `
    HATE himm. (:


    hmmms. eXAMS here liiaos. next week 1st paper le.
    STUDY !!

    juz now ii gt study abit le.
    latta at nite ii going tuh study more.
    MOTIVATION. :D
    ii hope ii can pass MATHS.
    ii wann tuh go study wibb himm.
    ii hope can ba.

    gotta go fetch myy lil bro.
    =XX
    now lik soo late liiaos.
    *heexx*

    now myy right hand soo itchy.
    dunnch know whiie.
    -scratches-
    tink rashes bahhs ? hmmms.
    now red red lerrs.
    den abit swollen. o.O ?
    can c the diff between the two hands.
    hahas.
    stop scratchingg ! : X

    lubbs euu foreva.
    [ ` o6o5o6 ]
    ii lubb danny. *

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Tuesday, September 19, 2006


    arghs ~ eXAMS r here lahhs. STUDY HARD !! (:
    dear euu muz too.
    ii know ii cant rrly go well.
    been slacking too muchh.
    todayy went tuh 38wang mac wibb dear.
    we go study.
    dear teach mii maths. xD
    ii understand more le.
    still need himm tuh teach mii.
    he good teacher worrs ! :D
    lubbs himm. heexx.
    den latta he tot ii fan himm.
    den become soo quiet.
    silly deardear.
    noo lahhs.
    iish ii too fierce le.
    sorry ~
    his mummy say today he got tuh play.
    yeahh. rites.
    farnyy la.
    now eXAMS r here lahhs.
    everyone gt the common sense to study de.
    ii rrly need himm tuh teach mii maths.
    ii know tad ii'm pathetic. =S


    goiing tuh do national day rally.
    social studies de.
    ms kaur.
    she iish stressiing ush lik mad lahhs. =XX
    everydayy test test ~


    gotta go.
    mummy iish out from the toilet.
    hahas.


    lubbs DANDAN ;;
    myy onlyy beloved one. *heexx*

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Monday, September 18, 2006


    whheees `
    when iish the last time ii reach home tad earlyy ? *heex*
    reached home at 3 todayy.
    eXAMS r coming le lohhs.
    muz study worrs.
    dear.. euu too worrrs ! (:
    came home. bathe. blahhs..
    actually dunnch wanna eat de. cos c RICE. soo sickk of it. *sobbiies*
    but dear sayy muz eat..
    soo ting hua lohhs. xD
    ii go cook instant noodles.
    dear say soo unhealthy.. at least gt eat mahhs. xD
    finished the whole bowl lehhs. hahas.
    use comp awhile. latta ii going to study liiaos. at least read read abit.
    ii'm pathetic at physics lohhs. cant even understand.
    -ROARRS-
    need sum one tuh teach mii.


    dear finally bought my piggiie le. soo happy. hahas.
    on 16 SEPTEMBER ' o6 ;
    our baby piggiie.
    xD
    lubbs laogong.
    lubbs piggiie too.


    bought at JUNCTION 8 de mahhs.
    ii go down choa chu kang find himm..
    den we go bishan c. still gt worrs. xD
    den ii saw one pig head. very cute. sort of wallet liddat derrs.
    dear say wann buy for mii too. promise ? hahas.
    after tad we go 38wang.
    dear going play soccer mahhs. wibb his frens.
    we go KFC eat 1st.
    cos ii said ii hungry. =//
    den saw marlene n kc lohhs.
    come in laugh n laugh den go le.
    den ii blur blur. dunnch know whadd happen. =S
    den ii went home. 1st time soo punctual reach home. diiaos.
    tink my mummy osho kinda shocked ? lols.


    tomoro gt dance mahhs ?
    ii dunnch wanna go.
    ii wann peii himm go home.
    sum more need tuh revise lerrs.



    [ ` o6o5o6 ]
    lubbs this shweet shweet dayy. xD
    lubbs laogong DANDAN ;







     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Saturday, September 16, 2006


    POOFFS ~~ since one week ii last blogg. hahas. ii too lazy liiaos. but will blogg derrs. dunnch wann myy blogg tuh freeze agaiin. hahas. no one at home now. xD only mii n myy lil bro. juz now watching cartoon. soo ginna de mii. blehhs.


    [ / updated]


    10 septt. sundayy.
    concert at victoriia. whhees. it went ok. ii didnt to any tink wrong. xD soo fun la. den lik too late eat lunch mahhs. hab gastric. =( den after concert.. wibb myy mummy, aunt, grandma n lil bro. we took taxi down tuh tiong bahru. went to eat dinner. there food very very nice de. heex. we ate alot la. lik keep ordering lo. den share share eat. den ii wanted go toilet. mii soo stupid. cant find toilet. hahas. walked back. den still need myy aunt pei mii go find. blahhs. went home. mii slept on bus. very tired lohhs.


    12 septt. tuesdayy.
    yeahhs ! gt in SYF. hahas. quite happy bahhs. most of myy frens gt in too. can peii mii. hahas. all 3e dancers osho get iin. den dance ended earlyy. went tuh northpt. take neos wibb cyn pam n shimin. soo fun la. den nobody in the shop lo. we took our own sweet sweet time decorating the neos. hahas. lik deco for almost an hr. hehhes. den one of it we deco.. write SYF ' o7. hahas. mii jiu went home after tad.


    13 septt. wednesdayy.
    CIP. collect whadd newspaper de. blahhs. leg suan lohhs. from dancing. but our block lik nth de. hahas. den quite good lohs. hahas. den we went tuh hlp the others. den founded pri one worksheet ? we went tuh do n hand in to ms kaur. lols. she was lik soo confused. she didnt rmb when she gave ush the ws. lols. CIP ended early ma. lik around 3 plus. after tad peii dear.. we walked to nrthpt. take bus tuh bishan. den ii dunnch feel lik going home. soo early. decided to peii dear longer. soo ii take mrt tuh yishun again. den he dunnch wann go osho. pei mii take mrt to bishan. den ii went home liiaos. hahas. love himm. xD


    15 seppt. fridayy.
    went tuh cut hair. wibb shimin. emily n shauna came wibb ush too. den the shop lik gt two dogs. shauna scared of dogiies ma. hahas. she dunnch dare come in derrs. after tad she came in la. ii went tuh carry the dogg. walk around. lols. she told mii tuh stay as far as possible. hahas. den gt another bigger dogg lo. slpin ? or dreamin ? hahas. mii cut hair lik nt much diff derrs. cos ii didnt wanna cut tad short lohhs. juz wanna trim abit niias. den went back tuh skool. wait for dear. he gt bball mahhs. pei mii to nrthpt. walked. wibb jaslin n wee kiat.


    latta going choa chu kang. find dear. he at his grandma hse 1st ma. go peii himm for awhile. going J8. go buy piggiie. ytd ii c only left last one nias. hope today still hab ? hahas. after tad he going 38wang. play soccer. lols.
    - euu will nebba be replaced.
    - alwayys alwayys euu.
    - hearttx euu.
    - mii lubbs laogong foreva.
    - 1812D [ carplate no. ] heex.

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Saturday, September 09, 2006


    today pretty boring la. actually got whadd concert at NUS de. wanted to go wibb shimin. but den today my daddy bdae. stayed at home lor. my mummy say de. diiaos. den he went tuh work today. blahhs. now ii freaking bored lahhs. =XX dear went tuh play bball..
    ytd went library wib dear.. den awhile latta saw jaslin wee kiat n kha kin. dey sit wib ush osho lo. all were studying la. doing homework. den mii was lik lazing around.. noo mood to study mahhs. den was soo tired. cos didnt get enough rest these few days lo. den ii lie on the chair.. sort of fall aslp.. sorry. ii knew ii shld study ?! lols. euu all soo guai.. xD den ii was hungry lo.. ask himm pei mii go eat. den he say mii lunch nebba eat much la. SORRY ~ knew ii will hab gastric de. ting hua la. ii always say ii will de. but osho nebba.. haiis. pei mii go eat KFC. after tad he said.. shld nt eat tad ma. ii still hab cough. hahas. nebba mind de la. love euu. xD we stayed till 5 plus. den he pei mii to bishan.
    TIME FLIES ~ tomoro performance at victoria. not nervous la. lols. ii find it nice lo. 1st time perform at such big place. n let ppl c de. xD JIA YOU everyone ! xD my mummy, lil bro, aunty n grandma going la. siiaos. soo many ppl going la. cos no one take care my lil bro. =// he nt going de. nvm. anyways, THANKS shimin. for the tickets. (:
    am ii unreasonable ? sum times ii feel ii am. =( make himm sad.
    ii will always love euu.
    ii wont hurt euu.
    ii wann c euu smile. (:
    loves DANDAN ` ;

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Thursday, September 07, 2006


    FINALLY II CAN USE COMP LE ! (: ii am soo busy for the past few days. funeral. euu will dearly missed.. ='( ii habing a bad cough. bleahhs. cos keep shoutin at the kids. lols. den no voice liiaos. my bro freaking ass. lols. keep ask mii let him use. NOO ~~ ! SHOO ~~ !!
    den we soo bo liiao. went to the playground. take fotos. hahas. rrly nth to do mahhs. den the makeshift toilets. gahhs. STINK lik hell. lols. den ii walk around wif my uncle. saw the famous cake shop. went to buy cakes. mmmms.. YUMMY~ heex.
    ii was very very sad. felt lik crying. but told myself tuh b strong. but saw my my grandmother, my mummy n others.. dey wil crying.. ii learnt to cherish tinks le. esp euu.. love euu lots. n my frens. (:
    my hols r gone. nebba go out wif himm at all. hope tomoro can ba. xD miss himm soo muchh.
    he SICK ;
    ii SICK ;
    bleahhs.
    everytime iish soo FATED ; xD
    ai wo bie zou ;
    ii promise ;
    love euu lots.
    euu take care worrs.

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Monday, September 04, 2006



    ii was soo bored. n ii do tis. ii miss himm soo muchh. maddiie mii. hahas. whhhees. `
    though..
    its kinda messy.

    xD

     - ii just wanted to say. ;



    ii'm goiin tuhh write a long long post. ii'm soo bored. STUCK at home. NOWHERE to go. sobbiies. still kinda of sickk. gahhs. nose blocked. bit of headache. but taken my medicine le.


    [ / updated ]



    31st augg.
    teacher's day celebration. blahhs. we dance gt performed. sec ones, twos n threes. 3 diff dance. ii tink the sec twos nicest lo. ish dey get to do splits n those stuff. we didnt get to. hahas. n it's was damn embarrassing la ! the music didnt played at all. den we were soo dumb standing dere. leg soo suan ! den during the dance. ii keep stepping the sleeves la. arghhhs. den my sleeve get entangled wif sum one's. didnt know huu izzit.. lols. =S
    after tad.. went back AVA rm to change. managed to come up in time to c the sec twos dance. it was nice. xD saw my dear. he was soo engrossed wif the dance. he didnt know which one ii dancing. tryiin to find mii.. ii was soo bad.. lookin at my silly deardear.. xD
    after skool. mii glo n nicky went to bugis. bugis street.. walk walk. ii wanted to buy tinks. but didnt rrly know whadd to buy. soo juz walk around. c all those small small de shops. den we were fooling around at a specs shop. wearin on specs. laughing at each other. diiaos. rrly very crappy. but was fun la. mii n gloriia keep make fun of nicky. disturb himm. xD at the mrt station. actually still wanted to go to plaza sing. but nicky needs to go home. den ii was in the mrt.. soo urgent. wanna go toilet. den nicky keep make mii laugh. blahhs. went home. rushed to toilet straight away. xD



    1st septt
    actually didnt planned to go out de. but sui bian la. go out lo. xD went to tampines mall. wif dear. jaslin n wee kiat. we met at yishun interchange den take 969. quite long journey. den had to stand all the way lo. we went dere walk walk. nt much stuff la. all lik quite ex. went to mini toons. didnt c my piggiie. sobbiies. we went to watch movie lo. the breakup. waas. super boring la. the whole show was lik quarrel here n dere. den the cinema was soo cold. after tad we went to century square. dere lik all adult stuff lo. we went to take neoprint. jaslin n mii keep ask the two boiis stand in front.. dey dunnch wann. soo crap la. we lik fooling around. lols. but the neoprint turn out quite nice ba. xD after tad we went back. take bus back lo. halfway.. jaslin fall slp. we gt down at khatib ma. den tell wk tell her. she slp soo soundly. hahas. den dear peii mii back to bishan. soo sweet. xD


    it seems ii spend rather less money. but ii counted. ii spent bout 30 buckks liiaos. =X


    ` ii miss euu loads.
    ` miss uurr warmm huggs. >.<

    ` ii love euu ! (:



     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Sunday, September 03, 2006


    blahs. ii feeliin soo sick. habiing headache lo. den keep sweating. gahhs ! my mummy go c whadd ii writing lo. den ask mii .. hab ii take my medicine ? =.= hahas.
    my dear osho sort of sick lo. ke lian de. muz take care of himm.
    hmmms. great hols coming lo. my great grandma passed away. tink tues to thurs going funeral ba. sad. rmb the times spent wif her la. at the nursing home. went wif my mum to buy desserts for her. n kueys. went to chong pang. we walked dere. but it's worth it lo. my mummy sort of cry when she received the news. ii dunnch know whadd ii feelin ba. sort of sad but den still okok lo. may euu rest in peace.
    den my mummy will b in for lik most of my hols. great lo. hope she wont nag soo much ba. blehhs.
    he lost the heart. hahas. its ok de ! rrly. next time gif euu more la. XD
    wiish could go out wif danny. miss himm soo muchh !
    MEL hearttx DAN. (:
    where's my piggiie ?!

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Saturday, September 02, 2006


    great la. by the time ii finish doiin it. my bro wanna play liiaos. blahs. WAIT ! awhile more ! hahas. my dear go out. hahas. goiing write a long long post next time. den mayb upload picts. xD hols come le. ii soo siian. ii wann go out wif my dear ! hope can ba. anywhr osho can.
    xiiao zhuzhu.
    euu da zhzhu la.
    ii wann miie pigg on thurs !!
    hahas.

     - ii just wanted to say. ;