<body> ALL ARE JUST SIMPLE WORDS, but its so hard to express. ii love euu.`
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theWISHES.

#o1.foreverr wibb HIM.
#o2.seven A1s.
#o3.quarrel lesser.
#o4.more money.
#o5.more clothes.
#o6.FREEDOMM.

theLOVES.

#o1.<33 DANNYlim.
#o2.<33 baby piggiie.
#o3.<33 my frenns.
#o4.<33 W700i.
#o5.<33 sleepingg.

theEXITS.
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shimin`
norlyn`
jin long`
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leslie`
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ames`
nigel`
junshen`
hoyin`
emily`
olivia`
chenyann`
edmundchan`
jaslin`
sheryl`
sijie`
celesta`
carissa`
shuhui`
sinren`
jingwenns`
yiluan`
carmen`
lim ying`
xavier`
edwin`
kaixun`
germain`
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    Saturday, March 24, 2007


    WEEKENDS.
    arghhs.
    hahas.
    today morning went to dance.
    iim soo tired.
    slept late last nite.
    around 1 plus.
    been tinking loads again.
    stop hurting him.
    stop doing such tinks.
    ii love him.
    ((:
    ii saw HIM today.
    shauna's HIM okay.
    hahas.
    ii lik soo excited luhhs.
    duhhhs.
    saw him at 7-11.
    he bought green tea.
    iiw as wibb shimin.
    bought cup noodles.
    soo hungry tad time.
    hahas.
    ii still hlp ELMO take picts lor.
    ii best fren horrrs.
    xD
    and ii wont die of headaches de.
    hahas.
    ii only absent for one day.
    my head rrly hurts lor tad day.
    and shauna chng.
    euu very bian tai.
    stop it.
    OR
    ii will hate euu.
    RAWRS.
    ((:
    just kidding.

    cant wait for fridays.
    ((:
    why.

    iim LEMON.
    hahas.
    its a silly msg gloria send mii de.
    BHB.
    iim CUTE.
    lols.
    crazy.
    its for fun only.
    xDD
    dumbo.
    love shaunaa.
    love gloriaaa.

    ii love euu baby.

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Monday, March 19, 2007


    back to skool again.
    arghhhs.
    stresss`ed
    )):
    ii felt soo restless during class.
    keep wanna move around.
    hahas.
    den ms kaur made us stay back to complete her work.
    evil her.
    hahas.
    den ii cant concentrate.
    do her work till 5.
    lols.
    was rushing in e end.
    cos latta ii habing tuition.
    MATHS.
    today was very baichi.
    ELMO lahhs.
    hmphs.
    ((:
    sushi only horrrs.
    iim still at tad topic.
    hahas.
    get over it.
    ((:

    ok,
    thanks frens.
    iim sort of OK already ?
    hahas.
    its alright.
    ii can cope still.
    mayb ii really need a break ?
    ii dunnch know.
    just cant tink properly.

    running away from it is better..
    better den solving it.

    REPLY TO TAGS:
    marlene >> thanks for uurr tag. ((: ii tag euu too le.
    norlyn >> ii tot euu link mii already. hahas.
    shauna >> dunnch b sad ELMO. loves euu lots. and dey say he did come on sat lehhs. tell euu tomoro. ((:
    sam >> finally euu can use comp. haas. ((:
    glo >> morning BIG BIRD. ((: loves euu.
    sheryl >> thanks gal, iim okay. ((:
    jon lim >> will relax de. thanks for uurr concern. ((:
    leslie >> harrlows meimei. dunnch MISS euu la. xDD euu scared of VIKING ship. hahs. will take cares. ((:

    love my frens.
    ((:

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     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Friday, March 16, 2007


    didnt went to dance tis morning.
    ii dunnch feel well.
    ))):
    feeel soo slpyy.
    yawnnnns.
    went escape ytd.
    xDD
    wibb shauna n nicky.
    gloria cant go.
    )):
    nvm, its ok.
    next time we can go again.
    (((:
    reached dere quite early.
    bout ten plus.
    played e rainbow 1st.
    hahas.
    nicky was screaming.
    ok, mii n shuana was screaming too.
    ((:
    it wasnt scary.
    we played tad thrice.
    go kart was nice.
    but e gas stinks la.
    hahs.
    nicky drive so fast.
    lunch at kfc.
    it was crowded.
    so we sat beside e fountain.
    eating wibb fishes(:
    back to escape.
    we went playing those games tad will win us prizes.
    shauna won two birdiies.
    hahs.
    she wann e EXTRA LARGE prize.
    its soooo CUTE.
    ((:
    took e viking ship.
    lols.
    its such a small one.
    decided to go home after tad.
    feeling nt well.
    hahs.
    took bus.
    slept on bus.
    soooo soundly.
    home sweet home.
    it was 6pm only.
    ((:
    soo early..

    iim sad.
    iim just sad.
    so sad.
    sad
    ignored again.`

    been tinking loads.
    ii rrly dunnch know whadd to do.
    )):

    EXCUSES`
    )))):

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Wednesday, March 14, 2007


    iim freaking LOST again.
    )))))):
    no words to descibe my feelings anymore.
    iim..
    ii dunnch know whadd to say.
    thanks frens.
    esp euu.
    ((:
    we are nt whadd we use to be.
    of cos.
    e past do not equals to e present.
    but ii rrly dunnch understand euu at all.
    ii dunnch know whadd r euu tinking.
    even simple words.
    are soo hard to say ?
    ii dunnch know.
    its a simple euu.
    but make some effort ?
    izzit tad difficult ?

    GIVE UP _

    ytd had dance practice.
    our room was taken.
    cos chers having meeting ii suppose.
    and guess whadd ?
    we are dancing in e sports hall.
    -.-
    bloody sweaty in e end.
    arghhhs.
    den went northpt wibb shimin.
    lunch at burger king wibb peggie n shimin.
    wander around northpt..
    take neos wibb sam, cyn and shimin.
    went tuition around 3 plus.
    ii was late.
    hahs.
    meet my mum at 6.
    watched hannibal rising wibb mum.
    gross movie.
    but was nice though.
    went home.
    bathe.
    sleeepps.
    (((((:
    looking forward for escape.
    xDD

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Sunday, March 11, 2007


    ii hate weekends.
    ii always ended up soo lonely.
    emo.
    ))))))):
    ii miss him.
    cheeer ups.
    xDD
    den ii ended up studying on a weekend.
    hahas.
    study chem.
    iim lik a study freak these days.
    just cant do without studying.
    lols.
    relax.
    dunnch stress myself kks ?
    xDD
    today at least was better.
    went to orchard shopping.
    hmmms,
    saw some stuffs ii wann.
    xDD
    but didnt buy it in e end.
    den went mac eat icecream wibb lil bro.
    eat till soo messy.
    hahas.
    slept on e bus back grandma hse.
    e bus was soo jerky.
    headache.
    arghhhs.
    today at grandma hse.
    wasnt an enjoyable time.
    all my aunts were nagging.
    cos my cousin have a boyfriend.
    was caught by her dad.
    actually whadd my aunt said was true la.
    seriously,
    think over girl.
    its uurr life.
    mayb as a cousin,
    ii could only say abit.
    its up to euu to listen.
    kks ?
    cheeer ups too.
    ii know dey sound very naggy.
    but its for uurr gd bahhs.
    xDD
    looking forward for escape.
    haahhas
    going to skool tomoro.
    `ii MUST study.
    `work towards my GOALS.
    `ii love him. ii really do.

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Saturday, March 10, 2007


    its saturday again.
    iim soo freaking bored again.
    ii hate saturdays.
    iim nt allowed to go out.
    arghhs.
    bored`
    dere's nth to do online too.
    hmmms,
    tis hol.
    monday: chem supp.
    tuesday: dance, den going out after.
    wednesday: escape. whhhheees`
    thursday: still freeeee.
    friday: dance.
    saturday: dance
    sunday: freeee.
    den skool reopen le.
    these r my planns bahhs.
    hahas.
    rmb to slot in time for revision.
    tinking of it makes mii soo BORED.
    iim LAZY.
    hahas.
    BUT
    `ii MUST do my homework.
    `ii MUST revise.
    `ii CAN do it.
    xDDDD
    `ii love dannylim.
    `muarrrkks.
    `huggiiees.

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Friday, March 09, 2007


    today gt back term one report.
    wells.
    it was okay for mii.
    but ii rrly felt tad sum subjs ii still can do betta la.
    lik art n FnN.
    always slack one.
    hahas.
    didnt even put any effort in it.
    lols.
    hmmms.
    quite happy for my science ba.
    yays.
    iim satisfied.
    xDD
    ii rrly put effort in it.
    ii knew ii rrly work hard at tad.
    ii dunnch care whadd euu say.
    it wont affect mii.
    cos ii didnt do it.
    its honest.
    ii know e consequences.
    iim nt tad silly.
    ii will b cheating myself..
    as whadd cher says.
    dunnch believe..
    ii will show it to euu.
    whether its mid yrs or O levels.
    xDD
    ii knew there's effort.
    yays.
    whiie there's such ppl exist.
    ii rrly dunnch know.
    well.
    just tink about it.
    whadd will euu gain in e end ?
    e smirk on uurr face ?
    izzit worth it ?
    tink bout it bahhs.
    after all.
    we r still classmates eh ?
    xDD
    smiles`
    today went to dance.
    n english oral supp.
    dance was quite fun today.
    talked to cyn n sunshine.
    den my dearest gloria n shauna..
    came n c mii dance.
    lols.
    paiseh lah.
    -.-
    den rush up to 4th floor.
    hahs.
    went to c danny's mum.
    ii siao de rites ?
    hahas.

    ii dunnch know whiie ii soo nervous.
    nt lik she will know mii.
    :X
    den took bus wibb gloria n shauna.
    tis will b a long post.
    tads all.
    just wanna say..
    choices hab consequences.
    tink bout it bahhs.
    love my gloria andd shauna`
    love danny too.`
    xDD
    smuuarkks.
    hearttx youuuu.`

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Thursday, March 08, 2007


    brrrs.
    its just sooo cold.
    brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs.
    snowman and snow.
    hahas.
    guess whadd ?
    iim in computer lab.
    tads whiie.
    sobbs.
    freezing soon la.
    hahas.
    nebba mind.
    going to end soon le.
    xDD
    but ii muz blogg finish.
    ytd ii dint went to art supp.
    lols.
    just feel soo tired lo.
    soo when mac eat icecream.
    xDD
    hmmms.
    cher shouting lahhs.
    lols.
    going off soon le.
    SESAME STREET.
    elmo, big bird and cookie monster.
    xDD
    soo cute lahhs.
    hmms. yeas.
    as shauna says,
    sum times ii might tink bout it ba.
    do reflections now n den. yays.
    lols.
    logging off~~
    loves all of youuu`
    muarkkks.

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Tuesday, March 06, 2007


    wheees`
    hols next week.
    planning to go out.
    xDDD
    hahas.
    GSM rawkks rites ?
    yays.
    love euu all~
    xDD
    smiles~
    study worrrs.
    iim madddd`
    wells.
    sum ppl la.
    say whadd wann study.
    dunnch play comp from mon to thurs.
    JUST ONE FREAKING DAY ONLY.
    today jiu take out wire n play.
    aiyahh.
    whaddeverr rites ?
    ii cant control whadd euu wann do mahhs.
    where's uurr determination ?
    cant euu just dunnch play comp for 4 days ?
    dunnch say liiao lah.
    no use man.
    hahas.
    ii'll just care bout myself.
    iim selfish.
    but ii cant do any tink.
    euu tink euu will change becos of mii mehhs ?
    anyways.
    signing off.
    ii love gloria.`
    ii love shauna.`
    xDDD

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Saturday, March 03, 2007


    ytd started off well.
    hahas.
    we've been just laughing.
    hmmms.
    n ii love himm.
    xDD
    its fast.
    10 mths.
    habb loads of tests ytd.
    n she just sucks man.
    lols.
    nt worth anymore.
    dear talked to mii..
    ii dunnch care anymore bout her le.
    its just a test la.
    LOLs.
    anyways.
    hate mii for all euu wann la.
    it wont affect mii.
    its MY LIFE.
    ii dunnch seem to do any tink wrong.
    iim a bytch.
    but nt as low as euu to do such tink.
    write out ur name la.
    or even better.
    say it in front of mii.
    get your flithy hands off my blogg.

    LOVE DEARR~~

     - ii just wanted to say. ;

    Thursday, March 01, 2007


    today had a talk on JCs n POLYs.
    just realised sum tink.
    ii dunnch rrly wann go poly.
    ii hab not rrly decide whadd ii wann to do.
    ii wann to go JC.
    at least a not bad one.
    nanyang jc will do.
    but ii muz rrly start studying hard.
    yes ii will do it.
    soo now..
    iim revising..
    hahas.
    rrly!!
    revising for chem test, physics test, maths test.
    n ss test.
    taking maths test tmr.
    since ii wed didnt come to skool.
    bleahhs.
    soo many tests.
    just dunnch care bout other stuff.
    its nt important.
    just realised another thing.
    ii've been laughing to much these days.
    all thanks to shauna chng n gloria li.
    hahas.
    STOP ahhhhhhh-ing.
    hahas.

     - ii just wanted to say. ;